Jumat, 04 November 2011

Red apple

1. bowler caps from indian street singapore
2. apple tanktop from Mr. Freddy itc mangga dua
3. wedges from matahari mall
4. branclet from itc mangga dua

Rabu, 19 Oktober 2011


Happy Anniversarie 1 years 9 month, 21 month, 630 days, 15120 hours, 907200 minutes and 54432000 seconds (:

Rabu, 05 Oktober 2011

18years now.

i'm eighteen

Yesterday was my 18th birthday, i cant't believe that I am not a 17th years old girl anymore right now. in this post, i wanna say Thank you for Those who gratulated me, made wishes for me, hope Allah hear our good prays, amin (: these are some of wishes from you for me ... so happy to read it all :D

The super spesial gift from my dear fella "Ismi Mandasari" So happy to get the one, Thanks hunny. mwah!

these are some of your wishes, soo tired to make these all printscreen...

at least, i love you all. thank you so much, and I'm wishing all the best for me as well, Amin ...

Btw, Thank you mama papa who always be beside me and always support me and thank you for the wishes. i love you the most ! Thanks you for my ta, although just wishes via sweet talking via phone, and little party, but i think is enough. Thanks you for my girl..thanks for your surpise. its awesome! i love you all..

Lots Love, Amel <3

Rabu, 31 Agustus 2011

september (:

HELLO September!

Please be awesome month please,

i'm waiting for miracle in September (:

Sabtu, 20 Agustus 2011

thx 19.

selamat tanggal 20. dan selama untuk 19bulan (:

Senin, 08 Agustus 2011

Every insult you make is only hurting you.

Calling me fake won’t make you real.

Calling me dumb won’t make you smart.

Calling me weak won’t make you strong.

Calling me ugly won’t make you beautiful.

Calling me mean won’t make you nice.

Why bother?

Don't cry over the past. its gone. don't stress about the future. its hasn't arrived. live in the present and make it beautiful.

hay! hello august (:


thanks before to july. thanks for everything. thanks for tears and happiness.

hello august, nice to meet you!

i don’t know what happen with august. maybe happiness or maybe sadness.

thanks 4th august.. you give me awesome suprise! NOW, i’m student at internasional accounting tanjungpura university. thanks god..you always grant my prayer. thanks for my mom & dad you’re my spirit :)

i must give the best for my parents and for many people love me. BISMILLAH (:

yeah..august again! i make big change for my live! i hate you! really hate you! i erase all about you. i don’t have memories about you. you just hurt me. you always lie! you’re bullshit. you’re selfish. you’re coward. and maybe you can be called an animal (re: dog) you just hurt me, you just play me.

hemmmm…but i believe god will reward all. one day you’ll be sorry.

OH god…please always give the best for me, and keep me away from all the painfull (:

Senin, 13 Juni 2011


this end? really end?
I can not believe it, it's like a bad dream!

My pray: if this my way god, please teach me to quickly forget it and hopefully Iget a replacement better than him.
and if we're mate, please keep this love, finish it all and we stayed together :)


Rabu, 25 Mei 2011

I love you, and distance can't change that.

Hari ini,
hari yang paling ga aku inginin buat datang, dimana perpisahan itu bakalan terjadi. aku fikir hari itu bakalan datang disaat aku bener-bener siap, tapi allah berkehendak lain, hari yang aku takutin datang lebih cepat..cepaaaaaat bangeeeeetttt! ga kefikir ini lebih cepat dari yang aku bayangin :'(
hanya 2 minggu, 2 minggu bersama setelah 3bulan aku pisah. 2 minggu itu sangat sebentar, masih banyak yang pengen aku lakuin bareng kamu disini, tapi ya mau gimana lagi aku hanya bisa menerima dan berusaha untuk bisa ngejalanin nya.
Kita sama-sama menguatkan satu sama lain, sama-sama ngejaga.

Buat hari ini dan seterusnya aku harus bisa tanpa kamu, hanya ditemenin lewat telfon atau juga pesan singkat, tapi gapapa aku yakin setiap hari setiap saat hati kamu cinta kamu selalu nemenin aku :') begitu juga aku ta, hati dan cinta aku selalu siap nemenin kamu setiap saat.

Aku selalu ingat kata-kata kamu, aku selalu ingat janji-janji kamu, aku selalu ingat nasehat dari kamu, dan aku pasti selalu ingat ocehan kamu ke aku :') begitu juga dengan kamu yaaaaa, inget semua pesen aku..

Semoga dibalik ini semua, ada rahasi besar yang tersimpan ya, semoga longdistance ini malah menguatkan cinta kita, lebih merasa kan kalo kita ini saling membutuhkan..

Semangaaaaaatttttt ameeeel, Bismillah aku pasti bisaaaaa :’)

When you love someone, they’re a part of you. It’s like you’re attached by this invisible tether, And now matter how far away you are you can always feel them.

No matter what the distance, space, or time you spend away from them; all you ever want to do is be with them.

Distance means so little and love means so much. Really muuuch!

its everything about you that make this distance so worth it.

Just you know,

I MISS you, I WANT you, I ADORE you, I NEED you, I DESIRE you, you are my one in six billion. You complete me.

I love you so much, Rezka!

Your love,

Jumat, 20 Mei 2011

anniversary sixteen wonderful months



LOVE ta, love always ta!

i don't care with longdistance relationship,

There's nothing I can do to shorten the distance, but there's so much I can do to make you feel I love you,

Love can travel millions of miles away,

Love is not physical matter, it's about what the heart can feel and what the mind can think,

Life problems are like the sun. No matter how we refuse to have such, they will still rise. But no fear, the sun sets in the end of the day.


for you,

Rezka akbar septian

Senin, 16 Mei 2011

because of you


I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,
And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.

I’m glad I’m finally overcome my fear of the other side,
Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride.

I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before,
You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door.

I know it’s nothing serious, but surely it’s a start,
You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.

And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance,
To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.

We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends,
I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends.

With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,
You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal.

With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

The fact that you are older, really did freak me out,
But you treat me like I’m your age, now I’m rid of all my doubts.

I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past,
And so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.

So hopefully from this day forth, I’ll know just what to do,
If ever I come across a guy, another guy like you.

20 january 2010, i'm in love...

bye senior high school!


finally, school is over! welcome collage,

Big thanks to allah SWT, thanks to listening my prayers :)
thanks to my dad and my mom, thanks to reminding me for everythings :*
thanks to my boyfriend, thanks for your support
thanks to my all teacher, thanks for your guidance :D
thanks to my lovely classmate, thanks for the common struggle B)
thanks to 4 senior high school..

perjuangan ini baru dimulai,

Senin, 03 Januari 2011

happy 2011 and happy holiday

Happy holiday and happy new year

goodbye my 2010. i hope 2011 can be better :) new life new stories new hopes new happiness new tears new shoes new t-shirt new new and new ...
hope this year passed the exam. hope this year can entry faculty medical. hope this year be my year. I hope this year can be lucky year for me. and i hope i long last with my lovely boyfirend.

happy holiday. i love holiday i love shopping i love traveling but i hate packing :p
thanks god for all. i love my boyfriend, my first holiday with my boyfriend at singapore, 3 days at singapore very not enough hehehe..

late post :p -XOXO-